I had a discussion yesterday with Huntress. I claimed that it is near impossible to remember what happened a week or ten days earlier… but even more relevant than remembering is actually noticing.

I have paid attention that most people are sleepwalking through their days and the only things that register on their “I noticed that” screen are bad stuff that evokes a strong emotion.

No wonder that at the end of the day we only remember bad stuff and the good stuff… as it never happened.

With that said, I spent some time yesterday paying attention to my body. At first it felt like nothing had changed, that this whole h2o2-hydrogenperoxide-oxygenation therapy isn’t working.

But then I noticed that I had hardy any headaches since I started, and normal for me is to have a headache every morning… at least was… before I started the therapy.

Another thing I noticed is that I am breathing through clear nasal passages… I don’t normally have that even in the summer.

Another thing I noticed is that, for some reason, I am not craving sweets. That I am able to stick to my no chocolate commitment, without suffering about it.

I also noticed that mychiropractor says that I needed only minor adjustments, more like maintaince that repair.

The acid reflux is not something I miss, but I forced myself to notice that it seems to be gone.

I noticed that I am not hungry as in hunger pangs, but hungry enough to enjoy my meals. Enjoying my meals is new to me. I can really taste the food, whereas for the past few years everything tasted the same… blah.

So I sum it up: if you want to test something, you need to take notes, you need to pay attention to things more than usual. Otherwise you may come to the wrong conclusion. Like I almost did.

This stuff seems to be working.

I am expecting miracles. What?

I expect to be able to walk without pain. I expect to be able to smell the flowers again. I expect to have no pain when I touch my belly. I expect to fix my loose front tooth… without having to get a false tooth to replace it.

I also expect to have the energy and enthusiasm I used to have when I was 35.

Do you know what? I have an inkling that I’ll get it. Yaaay.

I still haven’t revealed why I am doing this hydrogenperoxide therapy.

I had been having acid reflux, terrible, for about a year now. It feels like the acid is eating away at my esophagus and it is always raw.

I also had a sense that there was some kind of obstruction in my intestines.

The content of my stomach didn’t empty for four five six hours. So although I was thirsty, I needed to add water to the sludge in my stomach, adding to the discomfort of the acid reflux.

I felt that this whole condition was slowly killing me. I mean it. It felt like I was having some cancerous growth beginning in this whole area.

I needed help. But going to a doctor is out of the question: I am not going. I do not trust them.

Hydrogenperoxide is better.

Just like 4 years ago when I had skin cancer. I bought and used the Healing Codes instead. It worked. I am sure this is working too.

I feel that the mass around the place where the esophagus meets the stomach is softer, and the mass is either gone, or it is not as hard as it used to be. My whole belly area is less painful to the touch. There is hope.

My eating is out of hand.

I am irritated, anxious, and just keep on stuffing my face with sweet and salty and crunchy. My acid reflux is unbearable. I am up all night. I want to kick the cat.

I am now clear that nothing is working in my life and I am wasting my life.

Hydrogenperoxyde? My Ass.

I decide that “this too shall pass…” and it does.

I am exhausted, but relieved.

It was just an ego attack. Phew.